Me Time

Recently a lot of people tell me a lot about 'Me Time', so this time I Google the meaning of me time and it was define as a - time spent relaxing on one's own as opposed to working or doing things for others, seen as an opportunity to reduce stress or restore energy-

I love spending my time alone recently, is it a me time? I was wondering about that. Sometime I felt like I should pity myself while the other spending time with the others but on the other side of me I am more comfortable being alone. Hahaha.

I am a totally an extrovert, every time I took a quiz my extrovert trait is more than 60%, but I felt more introvert recently.

For me,
Me time is like an excuse for people to say that they need more time alone. I always doing everything on my own and here for like 2 years I did everything in a group. I am happy with the company but I think I am just doing what make me look happy not because that make me really happy 😅😅

Even last time,
I tried to do a me time and make everything worse, so that not really a healing things.
When I did everything alone, it made me think a lot of things, yeah sometimes it is not even a good things. Hahaha. But, it make me realize that I need to do a lot of things on my own. No one can help me as good as me. Hahaha. Yeah more independent. That's what my friend said to me that I am more independent now. Hahaha.

But, I cannot imagine that I am more independent than the last time. That will make me feel like I don't need someone to help me because I can do everything by myself. Hahaha.

Sometime, I was thinking about a companion, like a boyfriend but...... That's not a good answer. Actually, I should try that once and see. Because for now I only can imagine that might be not really good to have someone who more than a friend. Hahaha.

For me,
Maybe I need a me time, but me time not always a good choice to healing yourself. Hahaha. I heard a lot, yeah today I had a me time then after that I should have a me time once a week. I always have more energy from people around me, but I am not really find that work again for me. I felt tired after I met with people, I need to like spending my time till late while I can doing the other things.

Am I need to have more Me Time? 😂😂😂