This Friday was special because yesterday was Good Friday. I'll write this as a substitute to Friday Talks this week. I want to share what I talked with the other that I met yesterday. What I write now not exactly the same with what we talked but I summarized and I packed that talk with my own words.
Good Friday is the time when we remember about the Cross that saved us 2000 years ago. I realized that every Good Friday I always heard the same story about what happen that time when Jesus need to upholds our sins upon the Cross. But, I always got something different about that stories.
This year, I remember everything that happen in my life and that weren't always a great stories. I supposed that my life will be not that good enough for me because I left everything behind, and I never served Him anymore for this past 2-3 years (I think). But, I always felt that He never left me alone, and He gave His life for me not because I am good enough to have that LOVE but because I need that LOVE. He came to save the one who needed, not the one who think that they are good enough and they are HOLY. Yeah. No one perfect in this world, as long as we stayed in this WORLD I think that we have 99% opportunity to become a sinner. You won't become 100% Holy, you served God in the church and you came to the church everyday didn't means that you served God with all of your heart, because sometime that only because you NEED to do that and the part of your routine activity. I had been in that condition before, but when I wasn't in that point of view I learn a lot not only how to have a same channel with God frequent but also I learn that my life isn't my life but that's God ! I am not saying that I am holy enough, I also always said that it's real, and it's the way that God prepare for me ? yeah I am not that CHURCH people that really decide everything to the CHURCH, I never remember the pastor name and I never want to come to the church only because someone who served there.
I also quite picky with where I will go (to church). but God told me that the one that you need to meet when you are there is not someone who lead the service but the ONE who control the atmosphere, which means that not because the situation, or how great the one who served that day but GOD the one who let you felt that kind of FEELING, and you can't get that moment if you didn't want to feel that, what you felt is determine with your own heart not the CHURCH.
Jesus gave His lives to save us, not for nothing. I didn't say that GOD want something but He planed everything that will happen in our life to glorify His NAME, sometime we did because we want to the other know about us, not about the one behind us, God, we did with our power not with GOD POWER, I saw that video like a lot of times about when Jesus need to be there on the CROSS and that must be hard for Him too, because He came as 100% Human & 100% God, He also have that kind of feeling like us. But, He still gave His life to us. No one will do that once more to us, especially in this WORLD condition.
Place your trust in HIM and He won't ever let you alone, TRUST me ! I felt that like a hundred times. I am not that holy, kind, and nice person but He always lead everything in my life. I tried to obey with HIS COMMAND but yeah sometime I didn't do that and I think I often disobeying that. But, God never let me down and He always around me, I felt that :) :) So, I just want to say that no one perfect in this WORLD, the only one who PERFECT is our God who created the earth and everything in this universe. Never forget about Him and never said that you're not good enough and you're not deserved to feel His LOVE. Everyone have their own right to FEEL HIS LOVE. The way that you choose also depend on you, because you have a FREE WILL, but keep on God tracks.
Have a nice day ^^ and Happy Weekend :)
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