Selasa, 30 Juli 2019

PREPARING FOR THE WAR

Actually, I wanna write about how you get your job and which one is better, having a job or pursuing a degree?

I talked a lot with people about this and I got my conclusions (of course from my perspective of view 😅)

Why I said preparing for the war?
Because everyday in our lives is a battlefield! You met with your enemy every day, in this case I will say my enemy is getting bored easily.

Let me share about my working days
I was the one who left the house and will be the last who arrived at home at night, from Monday to Friday. On weekends, I spent my days to hang out or watching K-Drama or just laying on my bed. Hahaha. Ahh, going to the Church is a MUST! Hahaha.

I always did that as a routine and after 1.5 years I am getting tired with that schedule, actually my work was fun but I think that I cannot develop myself there. I think I never stay at the same condition more than 1.5 years except this time in China because I cannot do anything else. Hahaha.

Like, I tried to make my own Instagram for my photo collection, but I am just getting tired, I don't really excited to do that anymore. I tried almost everything to kept my days more colorful but it still not impress me. But, I think everyone has their own battlefield in their everyday life!

That's about my working days,
How about my 'student' days.
Nothing different,
Just studying, play with friends, going to the lab, back to my room, sleep, studying, yeah only that cycle. Going out on weekend but I am getting tired now with going outside.

When I am a student I need to behave like a student that sometimes really tiring for me. When I was working I don't need to care to the others opinion because we only stayed as a professional friends, not more than that. But, when I am a student I need to think a lot of things because we spending our time more often and we always go somewhere together yeah the bonding time and what they called that. You can said that I am being selfish but I think I just cannot do that anymore like I need to be someone who will be there around.

Yeah,
Of course going alone also sad,
When the others go out with the others and looks happy and whatever I only laying down on my bed and after that I go out by myself doing a lot of things by myself. Hahaha. If someone asked me I always said that I will meet someone there. Hahaha. No, every time I said that means that's FAKE excuses to make me not looks going alone. Hahaha.

From this story I just want to share that you have your own problems and your own solution. It cannot be a general option and I think we also need to consider about ourselves more than what the other think about us. 🤔🤔🤔

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