WORKLIFE

It has been 2 years since I started working, I left my job last September and now I am taking my master degree at Chongqing University. During my work days, I thinking a lot about this and that, like what I need to do, is it the right pathway for me, am I happy enough, how to be better, why I never say enough for everything. I kept asking myself and doubt about that path. I am also considering to take my master degree so I can apply for R&D department for Biotechnology Company. Then, I decided to apply for this scholarship for the first time and I got it (I felt like why before, but I think I need to be thankful for that). I also still consider about the lab work and being a scientist. I think I love science but I don't think so. Hahaha. 

I wrote this that time when I was doubt about my job, is it the right one what will I do next? Will I move out and get something new? Can I get something better. When I saw my friends sometimes I am envy with what they have been but when we meet up and talk with our life everything and everywhere is the same and some of my friends also told me that my job is quite good. That might be why people never satisfied with what they have because we keep comparing ourselves with the others. 

I am reviewing this post again after a year and found out that I need to revise this post before I publish this post. Hahaha. 

After walking with "scientific" dream, I repeated the same pathway again, felt like it's really not me, why I need to be here, why I am not satisfied with this and that and I think if I moved to another things it's also keep on this pathway. Am I on the right path? I remember the videos that I saw on Facebook during my first month after I worked at my previous company. When you are still on your 20's keep trying and keep learning. One of my lecturer also said that bachelor degree is the time you grown as a mature - more than just a student and prepare yourself to workplace, master degree allows you to learn how to think. Is it okay to work at different major after I graduated from my master degree? Sure, all of them is a process at least you're still on 20's period, it is the right time to know yourself better then anyone else. 

Nothing is meaningless, everything happens for a reason. You only need to find that reason to be grateful and keep moving forward. Working is not about how much money that you get (but I think you also need to consider about that) but money is not everything. I learn that you'll get a right job at the right time. So, don't need to worry to be "not in your right place", you still have a time to move and find your passion. 

I think for now I have 2.5 years to think what my calling is. Hahaha. I think I know but I am not sure, I am just started with this journey. It might be just a while and still can't move on from what my daily lifestyle from my past daily life.

Working was nice, I can have my own then by my own things, and spent to what I want to do, what I want to learn and manage my own. When you have your own money you'll consider this and that then how to make your money works. Hahaha. Because for me I am not working for money but I need money to get what I want that why I was work. Hahaha